我不配

"这感觉已经不对, 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴, 的感觉我没给

你嘟嘴许的愿望, 很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对, 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅, 的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配..."

为什么...在这种情况下，想起了不应该想的东西呢....
始终还是难以忘记...
算了吧...
还是忙我的事吧...

zhao...

有的时候，真的是想不通...
为何我会活在那么痛苦的世界里...
烦恼很多，心事重重...
为什么会这么多烦恼纠缠在我脑海中...
这些烦恼始终还是想不通...
脑袋里的问号却愈来愈多...

Er... just look on it

So ... i have been very angry on those driver never see the signboard ...
I really want to "F" them off ... and want to question them...
"Did you know what the signboard wrote ?"

Just take a look at below photo ... then you will be
understand why i so angry ....

what they are wrote on the small signboard is
"Belok Kiri Jika Tiada Kenderaan"
you can click the photo and have a look also...

the i think in my entire life this signboard is making me
unforgettableSee ... i think who live in Kuantan Semambu area will
be see this signboard beside the junction ...
so today i have to end at here ...
....
end

If i have 24days life, What can i do ?

Well almost a year i have playing blogger dy ...
so nothing's special ....
but i always think about if i still got 24days...
What i suppose to do with in this 24days ?

This question is flying over around my brain ...
well what should i do ?

I still can't find the answer ...

....

I Need Somebody

This is the song's that i like to listen...

That i really like it...

เช้า..ลืมตาขึ้นมา ก็เจอแต่เรื่องเดิมๆ
chao .. leum dtaa keun maa gor jer dtae reuang derm-derm
Morning ... open my eyes, awakened, and yet I met with the same matters.

ก็ไม่มีใครมาเติมชีวิตให้เป็นเรื่องใหม่
gor mai mee krai maa dterm chee-wit hai bpen reuang mai
And yet there's nobody to enhance my life to let it be anew.

ออกไปที่อื่น เจอะใครมากมาย
ok bpai tee eun je krai maak maai
I go out somewhere, saw many people.

หันมองไปทางใด ก็เจอแต่คนรักกัน
han mong bpai taang dai gor jer dtae kon rak gan
Turn and look whichever way, I also find but people in love.

แล้วทำไมตัวเราถึงยังไม่เห็นมีใคร
laew tam-mai dtua rao teung yang mai hen mee krai
Then why myself till now still don't seems to have anyone?

แล้วต้องทนเดียวดายมีใจเอาไว้ทำไม
laew dtong ton dieow daai mee jai ao wai tam-mai
Yet I had to endure with loneliness; why have a heart for keep's sake?

ไม่ได้ใช้งาน ไม่ได้รักใคร ไม่มีกำลังใจที่ไหน...เลย
mai daai chai ngaan mai daai rak krai mai mee gam-lang jai tee nai ... loie
It isn't useful, can't love anyone, without courage wherever ... at all.

อยากมีคน อยู่ข้างกาย สบตากัน ให้หัวใจมันเต้นแรง
yaak mee kon yoo kaang gaai sop dtaa gan hai hua jai man dten raeng
I want to have a person besides me, to gaze at me, and let my heart beats strongly.

เก็บไว้คิดถึงกัน เก็บไว้คิดถึงกัน....
gep wai kit teung gan gep wai kit teung gan ....
To keep to think of, to keep to think of ...

Love....I need somebody

Love....อยากขอสักคนเพื่อ...
Love .... yaak kor sak kon peua ...
Love ... want to have someone to ...

Love.....ให้หัวใจไม่ว่างงาน
Love ..... hai hua jai mai waang ngaan
Love ... to let my heart not be idle.

มีคนให้รักกัน มีคืนวันที่ดีด้วย....
mee kon hai rak gan mee keun wan tee dee duay ...
To have a person to love, to have nights and days that's good with her ...

Love....I need somebody

Love....อยากขอสักคนเพื่อ...
Love .... yaak kor sak kon peua ...
Love ... want to have someone to ...

Love.....ให้หัวใจได้รักใคร
Love ..... hai hua jai daai rak krai
Love ... to let my heart loves somebody.

มีบางคนที่แคร์ คนที่มีรักแท้คือใคร
mee baang kon tee kae kon tee mee rak tae keu krai
To have someone that cares; who is the one with true love?

คนที่โทรผิดมาเมื่อวานตอนเช้า
kon tee toh pit baan meua waan dton chao
The one that phoned the wrong number yesterday morning;k

คนที่นั่งกินข้าวติดกันเมื่อคืน
kon tee nang gin kaao dtit gan meua keun
The one that sat eating next to me last night;

คนที่ยิ้มให้กันตรงหน้าปากซอย
kon tee yim hai gan dtrong naa bpaak soi
The one that smiled at me in front of the road's opening;

ใช่หรือเปล่า ใช่หรือเปล่า....
chai reu bplao chai reu bplao ....
Is that the one? Is that the one?

แล้วทำไมตัวเราถึงยังไม่เห็นมีใคร
laew tam-mai dtua rao teung yang mai hen mee krai
Then why myself till now still don't seems to have anyone?

แล้วต้องทนเดียวดายมีใจเอาไว้ทำไม
laew dtong ton dieow daai mee jai ao wai tam-mai
Yet I had to endure with loneliness; why have a heart for keep's sake?

ไม่ได้ใช้งาน ไม่ได้รักใคร ไม่มีกำลังใจที่ไหน...เลย
mai daai chai ngaan mai daai rak krai mai mee gam-lang jai tee nai ... loie
It isn't useful, can't love anyone, without courage wherever ... at all.

อยากมีคน อยู่ข้างกาย สบตากัน ให้หัวใจมันเต้นแรง
yaak mee kon yoo kaang gaai sop dtaa gan hai hua jai man dten raeng
I want to have a person besides me, to gaze at me, and let my heart beats strongly.

เก็บไว้คิดถึงกัน เก็บไว้คิดถึงกัน....
gep wai kit teung gan gep wai kit teung gan ....
To keep to think of, to keep to think of ...

Love....I need somebody

Love....อยากขอสักคนเพื่อ...
Love .... yaak kor sak kon peua ...
Love ... want to have someone to ...

Love.....ให้หัวใจไม่ว่างงาน
Love ..... hai hua jai mai waang ngaan
Love ... to let my heart not be idle.

มีคนให้รักกัน มีคืนวันที่ดีด้วย....
mee kon hai rak gan mee keun wan tee dee duay ...
To have a person to love, to have nights and days that's good with her ...

Love....I need somebody

Love....อยากขอสักคนเพื่อ...
Love .... yaak kor sak kon peua ...
Love ... want to have someone to ...

Love.....ให้หัวใจได้รักใคร
Love ..... hai hua jai daai rak krai
Love ... to let my heart loves somebody.

มีบางคนที่แคร์ คนที่มีรักแท้คือใคร
mee baang kon tee kae kon tee mee rak tae keu krai
To have someone that cares; who is the one with true love?

จะดูแลอย่างดี ถ้าเจอใครคนนั้น...
ja doo lae yaang dee taa jer krai kon nan ...
I will take good care of her, if I find that someone ...

จะคอยเป็นห่วงกัน ไม่ทิ้งกัน ไปไหน....
ja koi bpen huang gan mai ting gan bpai nai ...
I will be concerned about her, and won't abandon her wherever ...

Love....I need somebody

Love....อยากขอสักคนเพื่อ...
Love .... yaak kor sak kon peua ...
Love ... want to have someone to ...

Love.....ให้หัวใจไม่ว่างงาน
Love ..... hai hua jai mai waang ngaan
Love ... to let my heart not be idle.

มีคนให้รักกัน มีคืนวันที่ดีด้วย....
mee kon hai rak gan mee keun wan tee dee duay ...
To have a person to love, to have nights and days that's good with her ...

Love....I need somebody

Love....อยากขอสักคนเพื่อ...
Love .... yaak kor sak kon peua ...
Love ... want to have someone to ...

Love.....ให้หัวใจได้รักใคร
Love ..... hai hua jai daai rak krai
Love ... to let my heart loves somebody.

มีบางคนที่แคร์ คนที่มีรักแท้คือใคร
mee baang kon tee kae kon tee mee rak tae keu krai
To have someone that cares; who is the one with true love?

คนที่โทรผิดมาเมื่อวานตอนเช้า
kon tee toh pit baan meua waan dton chao
The one that phoned the wrong number yesterday morning;k

คนที่นั่งกินข้าวติดกันเมื่อคืน
kon tee nang gin kaao dtit gan meua keun
The one that sat eating next to me last night;

คนที่ยิ้มให้กันตรงหน้าปากซอย
kon tee yim hai gan dtrong naa bpaak soi
The one that smiled at me in front of the road's opening;

ใช่หรือเปล่า ใช่หรือเปล่า....
chai reu bplao chai reu bplao ....
Is that the one? Is that the one?

Bike's... Bike's...Bike's...

Hey is me again ... so ...long time never update my blog's already..
well ... now day very busy, busy till forgot to having my lunch ...
...I think now i already be a Mountain bike's fans...
really crazy on Mountain bikes...
So far ... my new bike's i still satisfy it...
but i still think on Dual Suspension Mountain bike
my next target on next year is a Soft-tail MTB
but still don't know which brand i have to buy...
ha ha...

But many people told me to get a car first...
well i think should i buy a car first or change another bike...??
there is still a lot of question mark on my head now....

Er...don't wanna spend too much time at here already
work still got a lot ... so
Gotta go now
Bye ...

Well

Yeah .... New Bike

Guess what ...

i brought it back home ...
my new bike ...
Polygon QuatroSo...This is my first time to by my own transport
well ... It is a bike but
is okay for me ...
i just took it on yesterday evening...

At this morning i ride my new bike for a testing,
to go to the beach...and along the journey to the beach,
will have a challenge ...
the challenge is have to go a bit up slop then down slop
....
well the result for me ...
is really great to have a feel like that
ha ha ....
Well is late now... have to make a move to sleep
tomorrow morning have to test the bike again
cause this afternoon i just go for tuning for my new bike
....
Then gotta go now
bye & goodnight

Polygon Quatro ... Buy with RM 1000...is it worth??

Hey is me again....
well i still think, should i use 1K to buy this bike.??
Below is the Bike specification :-

Size : 17.5" Front Fork : MTB Alloy raise SSABK SR Suntour XCM-MLO 100mm Travel w/ Lock Out Handle Bar : MTB Alloy raise SSABK Handle Stem : Alloy ahead stem sand finish SSABK Head Set : Ritchey LB Plus Handle Grip : Velo Kraton Saddle : Selle Royale Energy Seat post : Alloy micro adjust SSABK Clamp : Alloy seat clamp w/QR Chain Wheel : Shimano FCM341 Pedal : Alloy Platform BB Set : Shimano BBLP 28 Chain : KMC Z72 Free Wheel : Shimano CSHG30-I8 Shifting : Shimano STEF50-8 Front Derailleur : Shimano C050 Rear Derailleur : Shimano Acera RDM340 Tyre&Tube : KENDA Kinetics (K887/877) 26" Rim : Rigida ZAC19 SAT Rim Spoke : Black Stainless Front & Rear Hub : Formula DC2-FQR Shimano FHRM30 w/QR Brake Lever : Shimano STEF50-8 Brake : Tektro Disc Brake IO Others : Bottle & Alloy Cage Colours : Green/ Black (Matt)

Weight : 14.7Kg

New Bicycle

On next week, i will get a Bike with RM 1000
So...you can see i post the picture on
next week...

It's look great and comfortable
to me....but don't know how's other people thinks...

bad day

What a bad day for me
Today's Sunday,
but i still need to work.

i have 1 work to say...
bloody hell...
with the unwell status
i still need to work

______________________________________________________________________

Yesterday, evening...
i have my dinner with someone
at somewhere...

Well,
we both talk a lot's of topic....
when having a dinner with her...
somethings is reminding me...
hard to said

I think i batter don't write about this...
Erm...
no mood to continue to write..

如果可以 If can...

“如果可以，我想把这一刻都收藏在我的脑海里...”

在空虚的夜里，打开了大门...
对着那黑暗的天空...想着无数的问题。
在这杀那，我的手机的铃声正好响着...
看一看，是无聊的简讯...
正当把手机放下时，就看见了天空有着一片白色的画面
不到几秒钟的时间，就下起了倾盆大雨...
这几天的天气就快把我闷死了...
很期待这场雨的到来。

这一刻的我，已经把所有烦恼都抛开，
只享受着被雨淋的感觉...
也在这一刻，多想在这场雨把所有伤心与烦恼
都帮我洗掉...也让我在这场雨中掉了泪...
希望能把所有事情都忘了...

My Dream Car...

So if i not wrong everyone have their own dreams car right?

But what i know is that, most of the people will thinks their
dream car's is a super sport cars like:

Lamborghini,
Ferrari, Porsche,
Maserati ,Bugatti
and Etc....

But my dream car is not in above listing...
you can see below what's my dream car's is...
Is a Mazda RX-8

why i like it? I'm not so sure...
because what i know this car look great to me...
and what i was surprise is, it just have 1.3ltr engine
with two rotary engines...and it can make to 250bhp...
so is hard to believe right?

ha ha...
this is a 4 seats car's
each side just have a 1 and half door...
The interior also looks great
but just can only brought 4 passenger including
with the driver

My be i will plan to buy it with in this 3 years
ha ha... now at the market the price for new
car is still around RM240000 this figure...
so have to work hard to get it... ha ha...

If you really want to know more on this car's
go this website: http://www.mazdausa.com/MusaWeb/displayPage.action?pageParameter=modelsMain&vehicleCode=RX8
You can know more about it...

Audi Locus...Locus!!!

Hey guess what ... a car same name with me man...
That is Audi car company designer design this car...
look below image...

This is Audi Locus....

爱情不能做比较 translate to Love cannot be compared

他很好他多好 - He's goods, how good is him,
这些我并不想要知道 - About this i don't wanna to know.
再难忘掉多狂野的拥抱 - hard to forget, having so much worm hugs,
这回忆他怎么给的到 - this memories he's couldn't give,
他多好和我不同的好 - He's goods, different goods from me,
最后是谁不重要 - the last, who's not important
因为我知道爱情不能做比较 - Because that i know, Love cannot be compared.

他很好他多好 - He's goods, how good is him,
这些我并不想要知道 - About this i don't wanna to know.
再难忘掉多狂野的拥抱 - hard to forget, having much worm hugs,
这回忆他怎么给的到 - this memories he's couldn't give.
他多好和我不同的好 - He's goods, different goods from me,
最后是谁不重要 - the last, who's not important
因为我不要你拿他和我做比较 - Because i don't want, you compare me with him.

就算是今天换一个人依靠 - Even if, Today change other person,
明天谁又比谁好 - tomorrow who's be the best...
爱看不到听不到怎么做比较 - Love we can't see, we can't heard how to be compared

别再说他很好他多好 - Please don't said he's good, really good,
这些我并不想要知道 - All of this i don't wanna to know.
再难忘掉多狂野的拥抱 - hard to forget, having much worm hugs,
这回忆他怎么给的到 - this memories he's couldn't give.
他多好和我不同的好 - He's goods, different goods from me,
最后是谁不重要 - the last, who's not important
因为我知道爱情不能做比较 - Because that i know, Love cannot be compared.
希望你知道爱情不能做比较 - I hope you know that, Love cannot be compared.

If you listen this song before,
you can try to sing's in English....
ha ha...very free now...nothing to do.
write this crap things in my blog...

爱我还是他/她? Love me or him/her?

“黑暗中的我们都没有说话
你只想回家，不想你回家

寂寞深的像海太让人害怕
温柔你的手，轻轻揉着我的发

你的眉眼说，你好渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命逃，但欲望在燃烧

你爱我还是他，是不是真的他要比我好
你为谁在挣扎
爱我还是他，就说出你想说的真心话
你到底要跟我还是他......”

你爱我还是他？这并不重要...
我不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有...
为何有的人要拼命的为爱挣扎?
是否是放不下还是不想放下这段感情?
为何要这么的矛盾呢?

...我...Me...

Don't know start from when or where....
I start learning all the thinks done by my self...
maybe...i already have too much of exp.
don't know why i start be like that
i doesn't look like previously...
not as previously at all ...

I don't know why...i start be alone,
start run away from every problem...
run away from everything...and
don't wanna to face anythings....
including my self...
want to be alone...alone...


This photo i snap on last Saturdays,
i also don't know why...i start like to
taking photo now....
sometimes maybe felt boring...
but not at all...
now day I'm very busing my job...
no time to talk now.... need to work already...

What The....=.=""

"What the hack about this sentences...?..?.."

"Fucker Fucker little lie, how you going pass your life?
Here i wish you faster die, fucker fucker little lie,
I know you are Cao Ji Bai..."

What does it mean ???
ha ha... little wired....

Who create the sentences ...

I saw this message on my messenger there...

Idou?? 爱豆??

Did you all see this type of phone??
A 3.5 Inch big screen...
With TFT 16M colors

Nice right?
Is a touch screen phone...

With a high quality 12.1Mega Pixel camera...

......is really nice man....
this phone will come out on this year first quarter
....is unbelievable man ...

Finally 终于

Finally...my phone spoiled dy...my lovely K770i...
Really sad when my lovely phone spoiled...
T.T...

But now...i have a new phone...
A Sony Ericsson G700..
A smart phone...just like a PDA phone...
is a nice phone...but have a problem...
that is it does not support Chinese language...
"Shit man!!!.."
"No Chinese language in this phone?!?! OMG...."
So at that moment i don't know want to buy that phone or not....
but finally i brought it already...
i quite like this phone...it what i want but this phone have disadvantage..


1. No Chinese language support...
(but can install...just only don't know where can get the software to install it)

2. The 3.2MP camera without auto focus function
(Erm ... i think for me is not very important ...
cause i plan to buy DSLR camera already...^.^V )

3. This phone have no Wi-Fi
( Is okay normal phone also don't have any Wi-Fi function too...
but people will think this is PDA leh...Why don't have Wi-Fi..??)

i think just this 3 disadvantage things on phone,
till now still not having any problem for me...
But...still not familiar to use it only .... haha....

Busy ? Crazy ? 忙碌还是疯狂?

This time if i not busy,
then i think i will become crazy...

Why i said like this...
Erm...i think maybe really somethings
wrong with me...but now days i really busy on my own
position job no more times to find friends going out drink,
Chit chat, and bagging out...

Ha ha ha...
Busy till crazy...did you believe it or not?
i think i really having some mental problem,
in my life and in my mind...
It's cause of my tension

When during Chinese New Year,
i think you all people really can't believe it...
that i broke my own
speeding record against
My car can go through 195Km/H...
5th gear's at the red line stage
using my Iswara to do that kind
of crazy speeding on the high way...
when the way from Penang going back to KL

Ha ha...i think i really get crazy already ...
ha ha ha ....but that is my own way
to ventilate out my own self tension and problem...
no one know what the hack i was thinking off...


Now have to going to KL already so,
i think this time i will become crazy against...

ha ha....the way I'm will driving...

...无题...

"...Here in my heart, That the place for your love...
Spending my lifetime searching for you.
Here in my soul, i called out your name...
a thousand times...
want you stay, awhile,
with me here in my heart..."

I ... think i really lost now..
Don't know which way i have to choose.
like sitting in the dark rooms...
found nothing in my life...
like a rubbish?Or the empty bottle?...
I think the both of two i am...

Did she's really thinking me like this?
I think so...she is good at all
how difficult she can find another guy that
love her more...
ha ha...i think is easy as ABC...
don't wanna to think about her now...
forget about it now...

回忆 Memory

黑夜燃烧着烟蒂
指缝间溜出回忆
收音机播的歌是我写的
当时我们在一起

在那潮湿的雨季
伤口变得好仔细
太模糊的结局
你猜不下去
爱就停止在这里

memory 我该如何怀念你
想你推开我还是在我怀中听你说
我爱你
memory你会恨我还是忘记
封锁我的呼吸
只留着我的姓名
属于最浅的回忆

当时我故意没有要留住你而开口
我没有被你原谅的理由

memory 我该如何怀念你
想你的聪明还是孤独
让爱一而再伤害你
memory 宁愿沉默也不会再提起
封锁我的呼吸
只留着我的姓名
属于最浅的回忆

下半辈子 The More Half Generation

"嘿...变成大人才知道, 光着脚到不了的地方...
长大...长高...还是到不了

嘿 不再冒险犯难了, 放开了梦想追求成功
那是...需要...还是一种炫耀

要拼到第几回合, 能不能 够不够 我不知道
想一想下半辈子, 这么过 有点糟

也许男人只是不知道, 什么时候应该求饶
再年轻一次多好

要爱到第几个人, 停一停 看一看 是个问号
只能等下半辈子, 一起哭 一起笑
好好听听自已的心跳, 人生不算无可救药
我这一辈子总要, 为自已烦恼..."


Now i only realize what's the meaning about this songs...
actually become adult is really difficult...
have to facing everything that impossible...
time's just like a gold or like a money...
so have to more hardworking to learn everything or do everything...

... Untitled...

"Now day's i just realize...what i was done is meaningless...
and i know i very stupid..."

I really regret that, why i want to know her...
why i still want to help her...why i still always doing something
to make her happy when she's sad...why why why....
and the most stupid things is why i was love her...
I think I'm really a big stupid in this world...

Everyday i just keep questioning my self those question...
why and why and why and why....
till now i still can't get my answer...WHY...
there is somethings i really don't know...
don't know what is the answer about my question...

Well...i think i should put down that stupid question
and go to find another new question now....

I'm starting to found some part time courses to study now ..
just want to make my self more knowledgeable and
want to be more discipline...
want to quit all my bad habit start from now
i hope i can do it that...

我真的有那么傻吗？
.......

心不了情

“心若倦了...泪也干了...
这份深情难舍难了...
曾经拥有...天荒地老
已不见你....暮暮与朝朝。

这一份情...永远难了..
愿来生...还能再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了...”

Memory 回忆

Something can be pass it by nothing
Something can be just loss it by nothing also...
But in my mind...
is hard to forget every little things
that you leave in my Mind...
The way you're speak with me...the way you're hugging me...
the way you're kissing me...and the way you're crying

It too late to be with together...
Maybe i just can memorize back every good time
when we are walking together..

From that day you are telling me that...
"i am not loving you anymore...we are not suitable to be together..."
at the same time...i really felt heart broken
...

But i still cannot forget that
we are celebrate Valentine's together on last year...

Valentine's day's just only pass on last Saturdays(14/02/2009)
This year i just stay at home and celebrate my self...
hope she's having the sweet Valentine's Days with her lover

Happy Valentine's Days...

A piece of Cigarette 一支香烟

"Finally i poisoning by cigarette already..."

When i start smoke, i felt nothing on me...
that was few years ago...

But now i felt something wrong with me on now...
is really hard to say it...hard to explain
No one know why, what happen with me...

No one know my felling, no one understanding me...
Don't have any people really care about me...
care about my felling...when they are spoke with me,
critic me and humiliating me
i felt disappointed...moods go raise then fall
just only thing i can do...
have a smoke...and start writing something on my blog
or in my diary....

i think i already poisoning by cigarette...
when my father know I'm smoked,
What he just told is...
"...If you don't care your life, no one will helping you..."

Erm......maybe he's right......but....
i hope someone can make me changing...
but i think don't have any people can done it...

Tired 累了

Now days i really felt i very tired...
tired to facing everything now...
no matter what i was do...
i really felt very tired...

New Year 新年

Another new year another life,
tomorrow all the student have to go school study again
but i still working ....

.........
what i can say at here ....
.........

erm ..... no mood to write

Goodnight....

Timeless 时间少

Hi all...is me again ^^v
now day really timeless
fully of work and restless

Erm...i still not finishing my part II
about my "Journey to The North"
ha ha...

So still got few days left
New Year is coming...
but in my schedule on next year
i think more busy already....

well i will complete my "Journey to The North"Part II
As soon as i can ^^V
so hope you all at the New Year have a new good luck
and hope the economy going back to normal...

So Happy New Year

Journey To The North 一路向北的旅途

Hi...is me again...Just Back From Thailand Hattyai...is a very good and bad trip...
ha ha...why i say like that...i also don't know why...maybe the way i think only...
How i want to say it is a good trip and bad trip for me...
The good is can have a week of break and
have a trip to Thailand and back to my village

The Bad is...when Going to Thailand...
is a long long story la ha ha ha...

1. Hard to communicate with them all
2. If Walk alone easily will lost don't know where
3. That way things very expensive
4. ....i still don't know what bad for this no. 4. ha ha...

But good to have a break at there la ha..ha...

A 2.1 channel speaker i buy from KL or Penang I Forgot already...
is a nice speaker's SonicGear Enzo 500 is the model...but i already
gave it to my dad...my dad like the sound ha ha...

today till here...continue tomorrow loo
Have to take my dinner alone again loo

Part 1 End

Days of Sleepless - 不足睡眠的日子

What a days...i really can't believe it 4 night already i not get a slept well..
i just have 4 hours for my rest at night, 4hours only i cat sleep...
]
30/11/2008 - I working at company from 8.00pm until 2.30am
1/12/2008 - Is the same also 7.30pm until 2.30am
2/12/2008 - No need to said also this night more
longer from 7.30pm until 3.30am
3/12/2008 - Is yesterday night...ya is the same but i late in
to office to work from 9pm until 2.45am
4/12/2008 - Today i got an order have to go to Paka,
Terengganu...with my boss also
but donno what time i will be back...
now waiting boss come back and go solve people Server

Those idiot hacker making me sleepless...simply remote to people Server to change the registry...Have to ask those hacker why wanna to do those idiot action to simply go in to
people server to change people registry...if really no job to do go find job la...so free to hack
people server....

Still have a day left i want to have few days holidays loo
going to KL to visit my dearest grandma loo ha ha...
but until now i still not prepare my things yet...headache
two weeks already stay alone at home...so sienz...
so have to go to holiday loo

time's up have to go now
bye...

Somethings was happen in this Year - For me only -

December already, still have 30 days to go will old one years old loo...
now i only realize that i was done many things that was meaningless
but knowledgeable, maybe many people will think "this guy sure must be crazy!!!"
By the way, maybe this is the way what i was thinking of...
no buddy know my feeling, no buddy know what i want it,
"who are you? You was no buddy you know??"
This simple sentence is from my best friend's last time told to me...
two month already never find him and contact him...
now i going everywhere also the same i am no buddy,
friendless, but i already normal...what ever la...

But in this year i was learn how to be more independents by my self
have to thanks my Boss, my two Boss, willing to intake me
as their stuff at their office...Thanks Mr. Lim and En. Yusri...
thanks a lot...

When i was work in the company at the first day, i was zero...
and now i was learn many things from the mistake have some...
many things i also learn by myself...and some assisting by my seniors also...

Something i really regret is i why i have to falling in love??
now i tell seriously, i really lost my faith in love
against but till now i still can't forget her, "My love..."
we already breakup almost 3months ago,
till now still can't forget her but many people told me
"let her out of your mind, old one not go, how to come a new one?"
what is this sentence meaning??
Did you think i was like that type of boys??
Sorry what i can said is no, I'm not those type of people,
not those fellow just only know how to playing people feeling...
in the end she let me know what is my bad...what mistake i was done...
what happen i was doing wrong to her...a big mistake...in love
if still got chance, i want to tell her sorry actually i still love her...
somethings happen is happen already cannot let the time goes back already...
i really regret i was done...Felt sorry to her...making her sad...
...sorry...
...sorry...
...sorry...

This is what i am thinking now...
is late already, have to go home
taking bath and continue my work

-End-

China or Study ?? 中国或升学??

"Wei....ah Pei ah..if got school want you to study you want to go or not?"
"Er... if the subject is really suitable for me maybe i will..."
"oh so you really lucky la...what you want it you was got it already..."
"Er...i think i have to think of it already..."

Is the time to making me tension now...at the same day's also i got an information is
"Ah Locus ah??...you got passport right?"
"ya...anythings"
"oh is like this...next month you go to do multiple entry visa...to China...i want you to follow me to go learn some house Alarm product...so you want to go?
"oh i have to discuss with my parent first...can?"
"no problem can..."
"thanks"

so the good chance was came in the same time how i suppose to do right now??
confusing me now...
Study or continue to work...??
so hard to making a decision....

Give Me Two Minute 给我两分钟

"再给我两分钟, 让我把记忆结整理
别染花了眼泪, 你钟都换了, 要我怎么记得
祈祷你将我忘了吧, 祈祷你将我忘了吧
你说你会哭, 不是因为在乎..."

=.=zzz boring days against 烦闷的一天=.= zzz

So late already...what i still doing now??

18/11/2008 is 10.00pm now...

still in office, alone...doing new DVR video recorder now...

a new product from China...is a new technology,

DVR video recorder come with remote control ??

wah...i was first time to see it but quite difficult to configure it....

"....hello, is it me you looking for ? i can see to in your eyes, i can see to in your smile..."

why got many people message mee....can't do my work concentrate ah...

so "fan"...

today still the same...have to work, but today quite tired...

maybe every night can't sleep...haiiii...

still missing her...

gotta go now...continue my work le....

bye...

The Meaning of Locus Lim

What Locuslim Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

Is time to rest already 休息时刻

Hi all, is me against...work so long time dy is time to me to taking a rest now i think...
Today, 12 November 2008...on 3.47pm i felt headache already, i know i maybe will get sick already
Because of the rain...making me felt very headache...well almost in monsoon season already
the weather also wanna change already...the god almost start emotional already.

In a day, in a few hours, the sun came out after few minute will rain...
if straight a month like this then i think i don't wanna to live in this town is very boring...ha ha..

So now working and listening song..."Tears of Venice"威尼斯的泪...but i felt headache now...
i hate headache...

Have to take a small rest now...
so today until here...bye

Another Busy Days 繁忙的一天

hi I'm back, start writing something but what can i write?
Just another busy days on my working hours...erm just like the same...
felt boring and loneliness in my life now...

Some more Meaningless...friends is not around...

So want to go home already just done my job...so want to go buy a charger and something to eat already
bye...

好累与好险 Tired & Dangerous

Wah...very dangerous job...what a day...that day i only realize...what is called dangerous...
ha ha...maybe people will laugh with me until now only know what is dangerous...On 29/10/2008 i was climb a building at Kuantan Port Marine tower... the building height is about 6th floor...no is 7th floor it was the top of the roof...i suddenly felt " wah very dangerous wor...if i fell down i ma die liao..." i also not so like to climb very high... but it was a challenge for me on that day's...

my Job that day's is install the Speed Dome Camera (is CCTV use camera)...So it is dangerous but i still have to do it...but at the process, when i work my legs was vibrate by the wind that day is a good day to sat near the beach...ha ha...but i still enjoy the wind and my work on the ladder the ha ha...

The above photo, my leader took the photo for me ha ha...thank bro (my leader: Syed)
ha ha...

When the job was done i felt stress and want to relax my mind, ha ha...i climb to 7th floor take the flash air and slept on the roof there and take a rest...but not forget to take photo de ma..
what a nice view at Kuantan port ha ha...

So today 08/11/2008
ya!!! i forget i have to go to Gebeng oh shit still not yet prepare the tools
So gotta go now .... bye ...

爱多少才知道 Love How much Only Know...

"早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉
是否我会更好

早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉着你我爱的距离忽大忽小
也許认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少...."

爱付出了多少才能让你知道呢？
为你付出了那么多，你却没有感动过...
我还能怎么做...为了你,我可以不顾一切...
可是我已经灰心了...失望了...希望以后你能改变...

新生命 New Life was Born

“Hi little guy"

A new life was born, is a little life...a cute little life just born at this world...
he already 1 month old le, he very cute oh and very nice oh...ha ha..his named 文康
my little cousin...

Wish him have a healthy life and fast growing up...

时速与速度Need For Speed

Wa... i can't believe i can break the car speed meter you can believe ??

But i know you all not believe at all la...ha ha.... see the picture i was capture when i driving...

You all sure not believe able ha ha...but you all have to believe it oh see this at below...

140Km/H only it is fast....you have to see this also for this car 140km/H is
maximum for it but i was break it out ... is unbelievable

+++
+++
+++
+++++++++++
+++++++++
++++++
+++
+



see ....the odometer was break by me ha ha...
that time i was rushing to some where else, i was late to
the destination so ... i have no choice have to break it loo...

by the way no buddy know oh ha ha...

Attn: Please do not try it on the road when you are driving, is dangerous...so
please do not make it on the road....>.<

Working Day 工作时刻

Another days against have to work but many things i have to follow up, now days all the time in my life time it was vary rushing, sometimes even ate also no time to go for lunch...but now i already learns many things in my job position but sometimes really felt tired on my job...

But if have time i really want to take a few days to rest my mind...but cannot cause time after time if i taking leave sure have many thing to do on the next...

Now my time all for work, no time for date people and sit together with family and chit chat...

Erm... today stop till here cause working hours is already pass so now i want to go enjoy my happy hours already....so hope you all enjoy your happy hours... ta ta...

Locus

我怎么了?.... What Wrong With me ?

"时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片 手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛"

"怎么了? 你累了?... 说好的 幸福呢?
我懂了, 不说了, 爱淡了, 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得"

"你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢...."

What wrong with me?? Touch by a song's sang by Jay Chao ...？
当我正在投入地听这收音机的歌曲时，
我真的掉泪了...当时的我正在飞驰在无车的公路上
我停下了车不断地在掉泪
...或许这首歌的歌词形容得
似曾相识..像我已往的恋情，但现在我还是忘不了她...
是否我还是爱着她吗？

我怎么了？过去就过去了吗？
为什么还要在想呢?或许真的忘不了她吧...
拥有了她，不懂得珍惜，把一切都搞砸了...
觉得很对不起她，“对不起”或许我的道歉，
她现在不能接受...我很内疚..当初这么地对她...
"对不起”...

雨天 Raining Day's

"你能体谅， 我有雨天
偶尔胆怯， 你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现...

谁能体谅， 我的雨天
此刻脚步， 会慢一些
如此坚决，你却越来越远..."

"谁能体谅我的雨天", 最近的我开始喜欢上雨天，
不知为什么，也没任何的理由爱上了雨天...
或许，在我哭的时候雨天把我的泪遮掩了...
把我的泪也带走了，因为有了一段忘不了的感情让我忘不了她，
她走了，默默的走了，离开我的身边了，
再也不会回到我的身边了...
只能够祝福她...
我永远都忘不了的她...

那一天，那一夜 That day's, That Night's

"我不会忘记那天那一夜，你陪我留下的泪

黎明前，吻着你抱着风把孤单推过来...你最后那一夜烙在我的脑海
一千个夜也不能把最爱偷回来

我想要回到那天那一夜但时间不肯后退
往前走多少天多少年我把心停下来
你带走那一夜将永远留给我
在多年以后爱石沈大海"

残酷的你把我丢下了，
只能看着你默默的走了...
我只能够对自己说“别伤心”.....
因为上天的安排...需要让我们分离...
希望你过去能好好的过每一段美好的日子，
如果能够...
希望在下一辈子能够在遇见你。

女人不该让男人太累 Girl Should Not Let Boys Too Tired

我找不到天堂,
也摘不到月亮,
对不起, 让你失望
你的渴望, 对我是很难...

太多人比我强,
也承认我平凡,
我已经, 拼命追赶,
你的眼神, 请别那么冷淡...

就算再付出,
我都撑得住,
我不怕辛苦...
苦到什么地步,
只要你满足,
但你何时满足.....

爱的好累
真的好苦
女人不该让男人太累
虽然你是我的一切
也别让我感觉
爱你很可悲

爱的好累
真的好苦
从来听不见你一句赞美
从来听不见你一句安慰
就算我作的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点

爱的好累
真的好苦
我不怕辛苦
可是
怎样你才满足
爱的好累

熟悉的温柔 Familiar Gentle

你熟悉的温柔
从不曾离开我
在你心里 看到拥有
你也一直在等着我
再多的语言
也很难去表达
这一份承诺
我不会放手
我要勇敢的 爱着你...