Yamcha-ing

Now ... i got nothing to do ...
Just Drink with some friends ...

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其实，当我打开部落格时...
我看了，却不知道要如何去写...

时间过得真快，忙碌的我，现在很想休息
可能是卷了，可能是累了

...
我等待着十二月的到来，等待着圣诞节的到来...
已经有了约定...

" 3万"

Damn ... 果然真衰 ... 好的不来坏的来 ...
中头奖都没这么准, 竟然中了 " 3万" ...
还要两次 ... 真的是衰呆了 ...
哈哈哈 ... 无缘无故的要给 600元 ...

真是的...怎么这么倒霉...
....

算了吧...
没心情说了...

Photo - 相片

相片，是我这一生人最想认识的一个物体 ...
能够让我怀念，能够让我思念 ...
我一直都很希望 ... 在美好的时刻，
时间能够停留的不走 ...

其实我一直都很想念她，已经一年半了 ....
不知远方的她，生活究竟如何 ...
希望能够再次的见到她 。

The photo of me and my life

Is me ...
My photo ...
my life ...

With my DSLR ...
Nikon D50

Photo ...

So Much

Can't be seen with the eyes,
if you're to know it you must use your heart.
You ask how much I love you.
How do I measure that?

Even though I collected all the stars in the sky,
took all the water in this world,
multiplied by all the grains of sand there are,
they would still seem too little.

I don't know how much I must do,
to make you understand.
Beautiful words can't equivocate my heart.....

I can only say love .. love you very much .. very much.
There isn't any unit that can measure this love,

that's aplenty in my heart,
overflowing from my left chest.
Till when I don't know,
but I know only to love you every minute when I'm still breathing.

Looking deep into them,
inside this pair of eyes everyday,
you will see love lined up together,
just try counting that.

If should I miss you,
and each time I would call you once,
you won't probably be able to receive them all,
because there would be 10,000 missed calls.

I love u,
wor aai-nee ,
Ich lieber dich,
Je t’aime
How I should say,
to be equivalent to the love there is.

Tiamo,
Te quiero,
saa rang hae-yoh
To say love in however many languages,
it would also not sound much at all.

ki mi oh ai shi tae ru,
jit paa day,
bong sa-ran ohn,
No matter how I'm to say it,
it won't be equivalent to the love I have.
To say love in however many languages,
it isn't half of what that's firmly within here...

.................................................................................................


So much of thing's ... happen on me ...
Long time already never update my blog ...
Just back from Melaka ...
well ... i have done my 3rd product training class to my dealer ...
is not easy at all ...
each time i have a training class for people ...
every times have a new question from them ...
well ... is good also ...
i have learn something new ...

Everyday like nothing now ...
what is going on ...
what i am doing ...
what i should do ...
what wrong with me ... ??

I also don't know what i am doing now ...
Lunch time ... gotta go now ...


The end

Many มากมาย

Ya ... what a tired day today...
now ... 12.34 a.m ...
Doing nothing ...

A song have fully present 3+ language
to teach you how to say "I love you"
ya ... i looking this type of song's has been long long time ago ...

That is a Thailand song's ...
ha ha ... that song is called " มากมาย"
means many ...
is sang by Bie ... บี้

I love this song's ...
it's very meaningful ...

Missing ...

Ya... is me again ...
i have no time to update my blog...


It was something happen ...
something it's happen ...
but ... is hard to get it back ...
i lost my faith ... to facing her now ...
what was happen ... i not so sure ...
but it's just happen in this few day's...

I miss her ...
miss her so ...
she have an accident ...
and i also realized that
i was make a wrong choice,
a wrong decision ...
Is a big mistake ... that i have done on my previous choice ...

I just realized that, I'm very foolish ...
all my memory let me knows that, actually I very stupid...
why i want to let her go like that...
why...
there have many question flying over around me...

Is hard to describe ...
and i just back from the hospital ...
is very tired for me ...
but it also worth ...
because i just know
actually still have someone are really miss me ...
ya ... she's is the person who slept in hospital now ...
and I'm the person she's is looking for ...
she's my ex ...

Is very tired for me now ...
I'm not slept well these few days ...
now is the time to let me rest ...
I'm very happy that she's can a wake ...
hope that she will recover soon ...

Goodnight ...

Tomorrow

I'd like to know why we have to be angry with each other
I'd like to know why we have to be so cruel

and forget that we need to share,
and stay at each other's side

I want to say that, there are only us
just you and me

every minute, let's be kind to each other, shall we?
I want to say that there are only us

living here
Being kind to each other would be better than harming one another

when you and I need to be close
we each must forgive everything

so there'll be a tomorrow for us to go on
tomorrow there will be gentle looks

tomorrow will see us taking care of each other
we'll remember that we were involved and have been on a journey….

travelling together
I'm praying for the two of us to think and dream together

I wish that tomorrow conflicts become reconciliation
the past forgiven

changing from fire to water
cooling down the heat

with no conflicts remained in our heart
changing from black and white

to produce grey
whether we win or lose, let us forget

I wish for a tomorrow with just you and me
thinking and dreaming together

I wish that tomorrow we'll be side by side
taking care the world together…tomorrow until forever

tomorrow ....
there'll be just you and me

together right here, we'll walk side by side
when you and I need to be close

we each must forgive everything
so there'll be a tomorrow for us to go on

when this world still needs us
we each must forgive everything

we both will still be here
and the world is surely big enough for us to go on living

I Regret

I want to see the sky just like that day
I wish all would be the same

I wish all would be as I hope
the same as before, just one more time

The sky is overcast. It is overcast like this.
I feels lonely wherever I see.

loosing my heart
whenever I hear the thunder

and the falling rain
I worry even more and am more confused

thinking of a person who has been, who has been right here
thinking of this whenever, I see the wide sky

thinking of someone, whom I love as much as my heart
who has just left me

I regret...that you're not here with me today
I would do everything

I would do everything
if there is still hope, to turn back time

to our good time
I wish to have you by my side

the same as before , just one more time
Although I know well, that I can only dream

I will keep dreaming
just like this

I still remember, when you were here with me
Although I can only dream, it is still meaningful

Someone...by Bie ...

Always

I always remembers what you told me
Whenever I thinks I'm so happy.

I always thinks of that word whenever we are far away

As if it is a relationship that we have to each other
No matter we are lucky or sometime we cry,

we always want to hear from each other.
Because the reality is different from the dream

That we wish for no sad day
Sometime although there are many people around us but it seems we have no one.

But I always have you in my heart.
In the darken night or the hopeless day

Just want someone who care us
The day we cry or the changing day

You still have me
It is raining there but I also feel the cold through here.

I always want to know what you meet
Do you still go bed late? Are you too thin?

Don't forget to let me know
Do you have any problem? Can you stand with it?

Don't forget to let me know.
Because……, What else do you want ? Can you stand with it?

Don't forget to let me know.
Do remember, you still have me.

Mistake

I see everything,
how many times that he walked pass,
he sighed and secretly looked in your eyes the mind floating away.
I see you sitting the mind in the dreaming.
How many times I met you, that you were in the same status
as you are in this instant.
You forget that I am at your side.

The more I see, the more certain about how much I will suffer,
I would like to hear from you.

You think it is wrong, do you?
You made a mistake, did you?
That you choose me,
you made a mistake, did you?

If it was him, it would be better, isn't it?
he should be your mate, I guess right, do I?

Because there is no use to force our self together,
do you want to try to go back, go see him. he may forgive you.

I might as well suffer,
you stay or you shall go, I always hurt.
But I think it is better if you have someone you can be happy with well matched.

A song's that is for you ...

If you pass by and hear this song
I expect that you will know that it is me
Giving this song to you only, it might not be relevant, but it's important
Because I want you to hear it
When I followed you, called you up every day
Even though I was tired, I still submitted, because I liked you a lot
But the heart of the unlucky didn't know that you didn't love him
You didn't care, you didn't want to speak to me

So now I'm singing you this song
I just want you to understand
What I have done, it was because my heart commanded me
Please don't be mad at me
Forgive me my girl
Next time, I will not come, I will not call

And lastly in my heart, I continue to sing
I'd like to see your face once more
Before I say good bye to you, cruel-hearted person with a nice face
I apologize once more from my heart
But I still have one word that is still stuck in my heart
This word is from a grown man, and the word is I love you

I love you ...

A Cup of Espresso

Today is the most tired day for me...
ya ... of cause ... have a two and flow trip ...
ha ha...

But now felt quite tired ...
ha ha... 9 am Kuantan drove to KLIA...
Then KLIA to Subang Jaya USJ to Kuantan
ha ha...ya...
now only back to home...

In my trip, of cause i won't forget to have a tea break...
well...actually i want to go to Klang...but i change my mind
at the middle of my trip from KLIA to Klang,
change to USJ there...

ha ha...and find a coffee shop and have a break and want to relex
Finally i went to Coffee Bean there to have a rest ...
I like coffee ...
especially Espresso ...
but today i change my menu ...
i was order a cup of Espresso Macchiato

Yup...this is a nice coffee ...
with a thick and pure coffee with milk ...
I like that taste ...
at the same time ...
i sat at there ... i have a day dream at there...
think back the day i was with my friends when have a drink
at somewhere previously...

Nowadays, i was very busy ... not time to find my old friends...

Coffee make me think back that many things was happen on me ...
for last year till now...
ha ha...have a raise and fall mood

Someone...someone...

Look at the film, put a cheerful face...
But these also can't help, can't stop my loneliness...

However i add things to my life, it would also be as that...
Every second that i took i would also see only the image...

See them walking holding each others hand,
going by a couple after another...

Seeing that i felt lonesome, pretending to smile,
i walk off the opposite direction...
Look at me...
Not good at all...
there's no one interested in me...
It's so quiet till i can hear the voice from my heart ...

Want to have someone,
someone to hold my hand whenever i go somewhere...
Someone, someone to let me hold her hand...
To let each progress that i walk be not confused,
to let the road that seems far and wide,
to be narrowed down, narrowed down more than this...

Want to have someone,
Someone to hold my hand regardless of where am i...
Someone, someone to let me be warm at heart...
to let whatever it is before change, not having to be quiet like this...

I Love you my dear, i really want to say these words...


Met anyone looking good,
sometimes i would also have a peep...

After seeing that she belongs to someone,
i would also then realized...

I don't want to be alone, when then will i meet,
with one who happens to want to be friend someone that she waiting for too...

See them walking holding each other s hand's,
going by a couple after another...
.................................


Someone...

The End

Out of the blue...

"...You took me right, out of the blue...
simply by showing that you love me too

Only by giving your everything
with the love so true you took me out of the blue..."

This songs sing by Michael Learns to Rock, Out of the blue.
I like to heard it...but can to see their concert on this Saturday
at Genting Highland...

Ya...just when back from somewhere,
have a training for people,
now in a tired status...felt stressful...
what can i do...that's my job...

Is a new stage now...
need to be change...
more difficult compared with previous
have to learn more...
have to be work hard...
but ... i think that is very difficult to reach the target...
i think is already begin my new challenge...

No more time to be playful,
no more time with friends,
no more time at home's,
and no more time to be in relationship anymore...

time like gold for me now...
every second's is money...
felt stressful...
tension...
...

八个月 8 Month

已经八个月了，生活还是一样的过...
一眨眼，八个月就这样的过了...
总是觉得一年总比一年烦...
一年总比一年难过....

在这八个月内，钱也花了不少...
手机 - S.E G700 - RM700++
保险 - RM260/1年
脚沓车 - RM1250
照相机 - RM2450
等等的东西...
这些加完总数已经有半万了吧？

哈哈...
我现在才发现，原来钱可以买到快乐
钱，可以买到朋友...
现在的我总是觉得，真心的朋友已经没几个了...
我现在的朋友，我可以看得出...
有的是为利益，有的是为了钱...
为了利益而作朋友，我的确是这种人...
我所认识的朋友有90%都是这样...

但是我很讨厌，为了钱可以和朋友反面...
这还承得上朋友吗？

我总觉得，在这世上要找个知心朋友...
非常的困难...

这八个月里，我看到的都是这些问题...
这些问题，总是纠缠在我脑海中...
我也想放弃了，不想再去想了...
总是叫人心烦...

Hurt So bad ...

哭了 才发现自己真的受伤了....
你曾对我说，你永远是我的...



也许 是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特容易 沉迷在爱情里
每当，我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我，我还是想对你说

Baby i love you so much
你走了，我的心在淌血
Baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界

Baby you hurt me so bad
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着，无论多苦都值得
说好的你真的忘记了

怀念 Miss

美丽的风景，不是每天都有...

美丽的风景，是很短暂的...

我很怀念，以前的回忆...

怀念过去...

是否我还是很在乎过去?

我还是分不清...

是否，自己....还是在乎过去？

是否，自己....还是在乎过去？
还是分不清...
现在的我，已经被工作困了

已经没有时间再让自己拥有放松心情的时候了...
现在的我...
只有目标...
没人可阻挡我...

I Like Sunrise...

This is the day...
that i can't have a slept at night....
the reason of can't slept is...
that is too many question "Why..."
it was flying all over around my mind...
ya...this question is very irritated...
"Why, why ah tell me why..."
ha ha...Locus Don't be so silly again...
go slept la....

But when want to have a nap that time ... there is already 5 a.m
ya...5 a.m

can't going into slept...
so ... want to go out and hanging around...
drive here and there...
there is no place to go...

When i reach to the beach...
ya...of cause...
that is the place that i always go...
when i having problem i will going to beach...
there is the best place for me to release my tension...

Ya...i love go to beach...

6 a.m in the morning ... i was at the beach with my
camera...


I still can saw the star at the sky...
that time is 6.25 a.m


Well...i just sit at there and wait the sunrise...


I love this scene...


I can saw the sun is rising up ...

Ya finally ...
i saw the sun came up from the sae...
I love it...
ha ha...
ya...
this is what i was do at beach
having a stupid Sunday like this...
but...i Like Sunrise...
if got chance...
i want to see sunset...
with the people i love the most...

Okay...i have to stop the crap till here...
"I like sunrise the most...i love sunset the most..."
capture photo with my Nikon D50...

Goodnight...

我爱雨天

已经好几天了，孤单的我
还是缺少了一些不该缺少的....

天黑了，雨下了
风吹了，我哭了...

是否放不下所有一切？
还是不想要放下一切...

或许是吧...
不能确定...

我，爱上了雨天
雨天，遮掩了我的泪水
就在我痛哭当中...
能够让我尽情的哭...

Tiramisu...Pick Me Up...带我走

The time is just pass away like that...
at this hour's...i was doing nothing...
nothing i can do at now...
but i just know that...
The meaning of Tiramisu...
well...i know you all know this is a Italian dessert...
so...did you all know what is the meaning of this word?

The meaning of this Italian dessert is mean
Pick Me Up...

Pick Me Up...
Hrm...
well don't know that is real or not you can go this link to see
http://encyclopedia.thefreedictionary.com/Tiramis%C3%B9

....................................................................................................


The time...just pass it away...
sometimes...i was not enough time to use...
ya...that is real...
i was waste my time sometime...


....................................................................................................


有人说, 时间可以证明一切
但是对我来说...
时间...并不算是什么...
只有金钱才可以证明一切。

人为钱生，为钱死
只有一个原因....
钱对我们来说，其实很重要
没钱没生活...
有钱就过好生活...

我在说什么??
或许是累了...

"爱得好累，真的好苦
女人不应该让男人太累。
虽然你是我的那一切，
也别让我感觉，爱你很可悲...."

哈哈...正巧
"女人不该让男人太累"
哈哈...
从小的我就爱上了这一首歌...

时间不早了...
也是到了闭目养神的时候了
晚安...

Life...

Actually...
i don't know what is going wrong with me...
well...
how...
weird...
just having some question...
always flying over my mind...
but...now...
felt wanna gave up...
gave up for everything's,
that everything's that i have...
i start felt tired in my life...
felt that just wanna end my life...
i can't really stand everything's that
i having now...
what is called life??

I doesn't know that...
felt don't wanna to know about that...
i sick for it...
is doesn't mean anything's to me...
i didn't know what is called "Life"

Ha ha...
i very foolish...
just like a piece of shit...in this world...

And i didn't know that
i just a toy play by people...
ya ... what i said that is true...
now a day, i just only know about it...
ha ha...maybe you all will think that I'm crapping at here

But who knows ??
who are fully know about me ??
i can tell ... even my parent's also didn't know what i really want...
I just felt tired in my life...
really tired on it...

Kenapa ... 为什么 ... Why ....

Sebelum ku kenalimu
hidupku cukup ngan suka duka
tak pernahku sangka semuanya akan berubah
dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini
tak mungkinku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi
bagaikan satu kisah cinta kita berdua ke mana
asyik berpegangan tangan orang lain dilupakan
apa terjadi, diriku ni masih tertekan
hati dilukai setelah janji ditunaikan
tiap kali ku fikir, tiada guna bersedih
rakan-rakan katakan buang masa ku cintai
dikau punca pedihku, tiada baik darimu
tiada langsung yang benar dalam ungkapan bibirmu

kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku begini
kenapa harus ku tanggung semua
kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa aku diperbodoh kasih

Tak mungkin ku lupa kali pertama bersua
tak sangka, dikau kan menjadi pedih yang kan dalami jiwa
siang malam termenung, sedih memakan hati
tak pernah ku ingat ku boleh diluka begini
namun ku cekal hatiku, tuk melupakanmu
ku tahu kau begitu
malas ku nak rayu, buang tenagaku
kau takkan mendengarku
selamat tinggal oh kasih
janganlah iri hati
hidup baru kan mula bila terbitnya mentari

kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
kenapa harus ku merayu
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa harus ku dikecewakan kasih


kenapa harus ku bercinta
kenapa ku percaya
kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
kenapa harus ku merayu
kenapa ku bercinta
kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu

kenapa harus ku merayu
kenapa ku bercinta
kenapa harus ku diperbodohkan
kenapa harus ku percaya
kenapa ku bercinta
kenapa harus ku pegang janjimu
kasih

sekian lama telah ku simpan rasa ini di hati
baru kini ku berani tuk mengatakan oh gadis
dikau punca segala, kepedihan di hatiku
tak ingin lagi ku lihat wajahmu di hadapanku...

Sick

Ya...is me again ...
now already sick ...
maybe H1N1 ...
but i don't think so ...
headache...
nothing i can say ...
maybe ... yesterday i didn't sleep well ...
can say that i really not sleep at all ...
well...have some argue ...
with someone else ...

Don't talk about that ...
don't wanna to think back that things was happen ...
well ...
see this ...

When i was thinking something else ...
that i can't believe at that time ...
erm...ya...when i was thinking something else ...
ha ha ...

Well...maybe i was over thinking the question ...
"Why? Why?...but i still can't find the reason why ..."
that is making me headache ...
my eyes were start fishing already ...

So...finally...
Maybe i wanna to runaway from the question "Why..."
but is very make me tension ...
so i already make my own choice ...
to have a sleep ...

ha ha...
ya ... finally i get in sleep...
but ... i think i have to go to sleep now...
Is late ... morning still got an appointment at 6a.m ...
well ... goodnight everyone ...
goodnight ... "my dear" ...
Goodnight myself ...
Goodnight ...

A Place "Pantai Kemasik"

A place that i have been go over ...

is a really nice place ...
hope that i can always be there...ha ha...
i like this place...
a place that i can release stress
hope that i can go over there again...

...Untitled...

Well...start from now on words,
i won't be runaway from the problem anymore...
i will challenge everything,
that i have to be challenge...

原则

为何这一年来，我还是放不下她？
为什么？
她让我改变了很多...
不再似以前的我了...
哈哈，只能够说自己是笨蛋。

现在的我，不会再轻易的相信别人了...
这要感谢她，把以前单纯的我
变成现在的我...
哈哈，现在也变成我的原则了...

如果要我相信，那就证明让我看...
是真是假，随口说说
我是永远都不会相信。
话到此为止。

What i'm doing ??

What i'm doing ??
I'm doing what ??

ha ha...smoke...

ha ha...

well...
finally that i know
I really a stupid...

from now on...i wont be trusted anyone ...
i wont be believe anyone anymore...

Hurt So bad ...

"Baby you hurt me so bad, 你走了 我的心在淌血..."

Listening the song's "Hurt So Bad"
Singing by Hints Chang's

Ha ha...
well this is the 100 post for my blog story now...
need to thanks those people who come and visit my blog
and this few month the thing's was happen on me...
it also include in my blog story...

A people ...
that is very childish ...
ha ha... force me to write her in my blog...
but ... i have nothing to write on it...
about her...

Ha ha...
did u wanna know who is her ?
Her name Celine , can also called her Shi Ling
but for me i called her "wei ... "
xD
Ha ha ... funny
well...
she is a friend of mine also
her age if i not forget is just a 14 years old little girl...

She, her character ...
hard to be explain loo....
Playful, funny, childish ....
ha ha... is really hard to say loo..

But i know that she have many problem
that she can't solve by her self...
so ... can say, she is the most always chat with me
well, i can said now i am her Doctor ...
ha ha...to open her mind that Doctor
xD

well...when a age at 14
is really having some problem to be worry
for girl ... is trying to start wanna have a relationship with boy...
hrm... maybe she's also the same
that night, she ask me ....
"Locus, can you let me know, What is Love?"

Ha ha...
she is want to start need a relationship with someone ..
i also don't know that person is who ... i no need to mention about
that la...ha ha ... she know by her self la...
ha ha...
but that time i really helping her ... to let her know
what is called love ...
but actually ... i also not so sure what is love...
but ... i have been hurt by love....
well is not the 1st time already ...
but ... start that time ... it is have been last year
She is cheat on me ... but that time i really like change to the other people..
is not the previous of me already
...is the eyes having fully of untrusted people mind thinking...
now i only realize...what is called love
love is blind...
love can let people do everything's
as what i said ... ABCDEFG
"A boy can do everything for girl"
when a boy really in love ...
but after that ... when getting cheated ...
is totally different ... from the previous person change to another person

I also the same .... not only me ... in this world having many guy
also have a same feeling with me ...

So ... i try to explain what i have been passed to her...
what is called love...
well is not worth to do everything cause of love for someone...

She... is still a young girl ...
just the age if 14 only ...
well ... she sometime have a little argue with my half brother...
he is called Henry ...
i want to wonder why they 2 are always like that
but at the end they will be back as normal again ...
ha ha... she is very funny la ...

"baby won't you tell me why, that is sadness in your eyes..
i don't wanna say goodbye to you ..."
oh my favorite song's
"That Why"
so tonight have to stop at here...
bye...

End

A Cup Of Coffee...

A cup of coffee with me every night...
the taste is great...Davidoff Espresso coffee
i like coffee...it always be with me everyday & night...

Well, a cup of coffee when drink at the midnight
what is the feel is ...
ha ha...is taste great actually ...

At the same time

I have know this 3 friends with a cup of coffee...
ha ha....just need to sit in front of the PC ...

I know them 3 in MSN ...
well, their name is called Celine, Fenice & Henry
this 3 person was know each other earlier on before...
they are very funny ....
ha ha ...
what i know, they all are very closed friends...
Sometimes having a little argue...
especially Celine & Henry...
they like to argue for nothing actually ...
ha ha ha....
like to see them argue with each other...
Just like a child...

By the way, is a month already
i know this 3 person ...
but now ...
ha ha...
maybe everybody have their own thing's to mine & do ..
we are less chatting now
well....
I also will be more busy on my own work later
start from September...
But really hope that we can chat again ...

Runaway 逃避

Runaway from the question is not the right way to facing the problem...
but ... I'm trying to runaway from the idiot question...

I can be trying to forgive, but is really hard to forget
Is impossible to tell you the truth...
i won't be tell the truth to you
never and ever...
even previously you are my best friend's...
Sorry ... you just make me felt sick to you...

Please do not asking those stupid, idiot question anymore...
i won't be answer those question and i don't wanna answer it...

Hate myself for...

"Hate myself for loving you so much...
oh i hate myself for falling back in love...
Never been good at words i want to say to say
I sing my love for you
I'll just let the music makes me love to you ..."

i hate my self for falling back in love...
what i can say...
nothing i can say...
just need to blame my self ...
why...why...why...
but i can't be found the reason why...
i start hate my self...
hate my own self...
why so easy falling love...

现在是凌晨2点钟

"这是你离开的第二个星期六
面包我吃了两口，啤酒还剩半手
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
我们分手以后
我还会常常地在凌晨的深夜里
等你上网

现在是凌晨三点钟，喝了点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜，暂时把心放空..."


凌晨2点了，我还有什么能做呢？
现在的我，开始觉得疲倦了....
不想再面对任何一切...
喝了酒头有点痛..

不知该怎么写了...
晚安...

信心

有些东西，失去了还可以挽回
能够挽回，就要好好的珍惜

有些东西，失去了就不会再有机会从来
就算再用多少心机，补救，都于事无补

我，失去的却是自己的信心
失去了自己的信心，如同失去了所有一切

慢慢的开始想念，慢慢的开始怀念
不知不觉的我，又开始爱上了香烟

我现在才发现，原来自己是这么的白痴

可以为了某些事情而不顾一切
到后来，就失去了所有一切

仿佛一艘船靠不了岸
在迷茫的海上漂浮着

我希望，我可以找到能够可靠的岸
让我这艘迷茫的船停泊....

That why ...

"Baby want you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you...
Love is one big illusion, I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head"


I won't forget, what today was happen...
ha ha ... a foolish choice that i do on previously...
my memory maybe today is the last ...
maybe i will stop to write my blog again...
this is the end of my blog...

Well, i wont forget what i wrote in my blogger..
in a year, is really many things happen on me ...
blog let me know
i can wrote my story inside here...
i really enjoy to wrote my blog...

But it is too many thing that happen on me ...
maybe i will stop my blog till here ...

thanks for everyone who visit my blog,
and leave comment in my blog
i will end my blog today

"that why you go away i know"

End

Everything ~ 所有

故事里的起承转合有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折才暗示着该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause you're my Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天

永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything

辽阔天际巧合相遇有多少机率
多少烟火坠落无痕迹
因为幸福没有捷径难免要绕道
不被看好越是要走到

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

你就是Everything
就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天 永远从此刻开始算起

你就是Everything
就如这个原因 我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的
Everything

"You are my everything...
without you ...
my life was meaningless...
now i know the reason why...
why I love you...
Cause You're My Everything."

A place called Heaven

A place call heaven ...
but have you been there before ?
the answer is "No"...

Have a song's let me refresh back many things...
that is from my memory...
"25 minutes"

"I find her standing in front of church,
the only place in town where i didn't search...
she looks so happy in her wedding dress...
but she crying while she's saying this....."

I miss her ...
already a week ...
i didn't saw her online ..
very very miss her...

Everything's 所有

"Cause you're my everything,
just a reason why,
you make me be brave to facing the world...

Want gave you everything,
No matter use how many day's,
let us start the beginning today,
your love is my everything...."

Away for 3 days ... (Self Closed again)

I will offline for 3 days...
I want to closed my self against...
So if anythings just call
my mobile phone number ...
+6016 - 980 5127
or
E-mail to me ...

I miss her ...
miss her like crazy ...
....

All my life....
i prefer someone like you...

如果有一天 Once Day's....

If i have 24hours life ...
what can i do on this 24hours ?"

This is an question that my friend's were asking me...
and i just realize that ... this question is very stupid for me..
But actually not...
I take this question to ask people ...
they just gave me their point of view ...
when his life is left one day's.

Now i already understand this question
I know want i really want now ...
i hope that i can stay with the people i love and the people that who love's me
within this day's...
hopefully i can meet her again...
to tell that ...
I'm sorry ...
........





no more mood to write for it already ...

She is the 1 for me...Locus...

She is the 1#, i always missing...
she is the 1#, that i really like...
She is the 1#, that i wait for long long time ago...

She is the 1 who very cute...
she is the 1 who very pretty...
she is the 1 who looks very happy for me...
but till now i still not understand why...
the reason why i like her...
this is the question she has been asking me
i don't know which answer i have to gave...
i really don't know how to answer to her..
but i care about her...
really blur and blur and blur...
i don't know what i should i do ...
I'm just like a lost sheep ...
in front of me, looks blur for me...

Now inside my mind,
is just only have her image...

What i should do ?
How i should do ?

Don't know...
maybe i already really fall in love with her
but just don't know when this be...
只能说
可不可能
这我也不知道...
或许我已经爱上了她...

Just can say i miss her at here
"hope you can win your competition...
i will always support you..."

凌晨三点钟 Three in the morning

现在是凌晨三点钟, 坐在车上...
无所事事的我...
在这种情况，我却睡不着...
不知为什么...
心里却很想她...
很想问候她...

我只能看着车窗外地在发呆...
在车窗旁边遥望着寂静的公路...
总是让我觉得，我已经缺少了些东西...


遥望车窗外的风景...
我的眼睛渐渐地失去了色彩..
开始有了想要入睡的感觉...
时间已经不早了...
我应该入睡了...
疲倦的我...
对你说声对不起...
今天晚上我有点疲倦了...
希望能够早点休息，让我把您吩咐的事
明天让我把它完成..
晚安。

Silence 沉默

现在的我，不知该如何是好...
脑袋一片空白...
觉得很空虚...
沉默...

总是觉得心里就像隐藏着一些东西...
但是我还是找不到答案...
是否我...不知道自己的心里头在想什么...
或是...自己多心...
这些我自己都不知道...

时间过得真快...
一转眼，就一年半了...
可是，觉得自己正在浪费着时间...

很想念她...
只能在她身旁默默的支持她...
希望她能够感觉到这份鼓励...
希望她能够在下月的比赛获胜。

Change 改变

I just only know...
actually what i want now...
is not dream's...
Is what i want....
in front of my eyes things...
now i only know and only want to start
how to cherish thing's

But now i hope i will change my bad habit
start thinking...
make my own self decision...
don't want to lose and lost everything in my life...
especially "Her"...
i love her ...
i don't want to make her disappointed
What i need to do is just change ...
and throw all away of my bad habit ...
i believe my self i can do it...
hope she will always beside me
support me...
i Love her....

I still own her a birthday present...
well..."sorry ya...i can't give you the birthday present..."
"happy birthday"




End

Why ???

Why ???
Why I out of sudden become a stupid again ???
I hate my self ....

No more mood to write it ....

End....

感觉Feel

沉默的我，又回到了原点...
寂寞的我，像回到了从前的感觉...
是否现在的我，正在地想她...
一片空白的脑袋，充满了问号...
问着自己，现在应该怎么做...
想要行动，害怕失去了你...
诺不行动，更加害怕失去了你...
爱要怎么说出口，我的心理好难受...
感觉让我失去了理性...
总是觉得
如果没了她的存在，心里就如白纸一样的那般空白。