“选择了自由，等于选择了寂寞...

独行的我，总是独自的站在角落...

洛克斯，终于放弃了寂寞...

为什么，总有些是还在脑里翻复着我的过错...”

最近，在网上看见了好久没有联络的朋友的comment...

才知道原来已经在热恋中了。

洛克斯希望他们能够幸福快乐...

祝福他们...

Sometime never know,

when really tired that hour's

can really effected my whole situation...

What was happened to me ?

Doesn't have a real answer to me ....

and also can't giving out a real answer ...

Why this all stupid thing's was happen to me ?

If i can choose better don't wanna to think about it

问号...在我心中

"有一段时间，在夜里，闭上眼，偶尔也会听见...
有点低沉，的一阵歌声....

用一种很轻的口吻反覆唱著,
心中那一段不去的伤痕...."

为什么，总是觉得最近自己的情绪开始

相石头沉落进了海里一样....

是否还是放不下...?...

还是舍不得…?

挥之不去的寂寞，总是反反覆

覆的在我脑海里出现...

I'm Sorry

It since so long, that i'm not update my blog

well now i only refresh back that i really busy

busy with my work and my hobby

... how i going to explain all about this?

Some people say

"single is better, double is trouble."

but ... how this going to explain

when it's really happen ...

I have no idea to think all about this

It's already a month, i still can't really forget about her

i have a little bit regret that i doing the choice that i choose

maybe that is my mistake ....

i never know that my heart still have the image of her ...

i think now i turning back, it was too late for me ...

i think is good to be that too ...

what you say is right ...

my hobby is more important than you,

my job is more important than you too...

In my mind i really regret what i have done

i got no faith to stand in front of you anymore

i really selfish

this is what I've done ...

i lost the person who really love me ....

i apologies to you ...

Sorry my girl ...

what i promise to you

i can make it for you

i hope that you can forgive me

what I've done to you

sorry ...

You will be the memory within my breath

it's probably a destiny, that i must understand

our love could only came this far

i must let you go so that you could follow the right path

but there is still one thing that i want you to know before you leave

You will be the memory within my breathe

i will remember you until my last day

my heart would probably have to go on with time

and one day someone would probably come by

but as long as i still breath, i won't forget you

i had the chance to take care of you

we breathed close to each other

these mere things give meaning to my heart

if one day you are tired, just think of the time when i smiled to you

you won't have me from now on so please take good care of your self

from now on, my heart would probably stop having you

from now on, i probably must start walking away

to find my new love

we would probably be far apart

but i will never erase you image

my heart would probably have to go on with time

and one day someone would probably come by

but as long as i still breath, i'll still have you ...

The day's i ran away from my blog

It seem so long ago, my blog didn't update...

just only tonight i only free

and someone was said that i ran away from my blog ...

walao.... >.<"

recently i was a busy guy, go here and there,

recently many things were happen on me

happy or sad, i also past the day's like that....

Finally, i have my time to write my blog again.

finally i finish my camera loan...(ha ha... it took me 8 month to pay for it ...

and this 8 month my friend's who sold me got no camera to use

i'm felt sorry to him to take so long to pay to him)

Well, my bike was sold ... with RM700,

only a year i used, sold with this price ...

i quite miss my bike ... maybe within this year i'll upgrade my bike

and new SLR camera...

Maybe was not so soon i'll get it ...

but still in thinking mode ... =D

this few month ... i just only know a little boy

His name Bryan, if i not wrong he already 9month old now ...

he's very cute, handsome and active

This little boy ... i love him well ... what a little cute guy

but unfortunately his mum taking care back of him ...

well already 3 month i never saw him and play with him

... i very miss him

my mum was taking care of him when he was 3month old only

And he quite like to play with me ...

when he saw me back to my home, he will be laugh with me ...

shouting ... and wanna me to hug him ... he he...

"This photo was took on February...and this is the most best shot i ever have ...

This is the pose i was like it ... ha ha ..."

"This is the last time when i see him ... = ) ...

His hair grow much then previous ... look more cool

and handsome ... and he was start to say mama & mum mum... "

"When he 3 month old that time's..."

Well if he come back to Kuantan, i'll be the first to go and find him

"i miss you, Bryan..."

doesn't know how are him now ?

If i not wrong, someone was drop me a comment at facebook

said that why i never update my blog ...

ha ha ha ... sorry la ... recently i was busy with my job

so never update loo ...

Miss

Finally, finally...i was very free in this hour's ...

well update my blog again

yup ...

i in love again actually.

well quite missing her now ...

a week already ... i can't see her, meet her, date with her ...

Now i only know that, i my self...is not a really good guy...

why i say so ...

cause she let me know, who am i and what i wrong ...

thanks my dear ...

love you ...

hope that you can be back as early as you can ...

i really miss you a lot ...

Coming soon ...

Yup ... is me again ...
new post will be here soon ...
....

Chinese New Year + Valentine's Day

...What a great Chinese New Year together with a Valentine's Day...
....
What i felt ... is nothing good for me ...
i get nothing ... nothing i get

Erm ...
the first time that Valentine's never celebrate with my Love one ...
Ya ... no mood right now ...
tomorrow going to fly to Bangkok ... Er...

Ya...gotta buy something from there
to my love one ...
"Sorry my dear, i can't celebrate Valentine's day with you...
But if can, i want everyday also a Valentine day's
....

Goodnight my dear ...
Goodnight everyone ...
Goodnight myself ...
Goodnight...

天天

"太阳天或下雨天，人挤人的咖啡店
找一个能想你舒服的角落。
看着情人肩靠肩，慢慢转开我视线
有个女孩让我好想念。

我的心，已经，
飞到这个城市的另一边
想看着你我爱的脸，把心里的感情都对你说

那马路上天天都在塞，而每个人天天在忍耐
没有你日子很黑白，原来这样就是恋爱
我想要你在我身边，分享生命中的一切
我想要天天说天天说，天天对你说我有多爱你
天天说，I love you"

Actually, when i start writing my blog
that's mean got something happen with me...
no matter I'm was happy or unhappy...
time pass by very fast ... i doesn't know that
i already work in with my company already 2 years ...
ya 2 years sharp ...

With some colleagues, had a good times and bad times...
but start from today, i got some decision need to be confirm...
need to be change...
i think is time to make my final decision ...
either leave or stay ... is not a matter ...
maybe is time to be leave ... i think so ...
continue or study ? ... this question had surrounding me almost a year plus ...

Is really hard to make my own decision now ...
what was happen to me ??
I'm not very sure about that ...
is really making me very tension and headache ...
now i think i just like a lost ship
can't really find a place that i can have a pit stop...
where i need to stop ??
i can't find my way out ...
is a really big matter for me ...

If now i stop and give out for my job now ...
i think i can't do that, but i was very tired with those issue.
if i totally give up, what i can do about ??
is really hate these type of feel, just like a lost ship ...
Look at in front, there was a blue sea ...
what can i do ?? what should i do?? where i can stop??
now in a piece of my mind just got a word's ...
"Stop"
..............
what i can do right now ???
is really confusing me ....

原谅我没有说

"原谅我没有说，最爱你的是我

予取予求又把温柔当附和。

原谅我没有说，我给你的并不多

拥抱过却没有把握..."

在这几个星期里，我发现了我自己越来越不寻常...

不知为什么，不懂得如何去解释...

是否我在改变？是否我为了她而改变呢？

现在的我，可以说越来越不了解自己了...

是的，我和她...

刚开始了数个星期，应该有二十多天了...

我很喜欢她，喜欢她正在撒娇的时候，

喜欢培她出去逛街的时候，喜欢她正在微笑的时候，

喜欢与她聊天...

但是，我觉得是否自己真的不够了解她...

在我的心里真的很凌乱，总是空荡荡的...

好想逃避...

开始觉得，自己已经迷失了方向...

Welcome to year 2010

Is a new year, is a new month,
is a new day, but is the same of me ...
Hi all is me again, well happy new year
Welcome to year 2010

Well, i just back from my holiday
a week holidays, ha ha ...
Is a very short holiday actually
but is very good to have a week holidays before New Year
well during that week i was spend my time over the north coast of Malaysia.
ha ha ...

Well ... is really fun over there actually ...
i love that place, that is my village ...
going back there to visit my grandma
Unfortunately, when i having my journey to Butterworth
i saw and accident over Ipoh, Perak there ...
is the bus ...
bang on the wall ...
well 10 peoples is pass away because the careless bus driver ....

Time pass very fast ...
i doesn't know that ...
I'm 21 years old already ...
ya ... hope you all boy's and girl's, ladies and gentlemen
can enjoy your very special year of 2010 .

Starbucks-ing

Hi all ... it's me again ... ya ...
Nowadays, i was very busy-full...
ha ha ... i got nothing to do ... just back from Melaka town ...
Since today so free ... out for a drink with my friends
but at the end just have a friend only
ha ha ...

Well at Starbucks now ...
got nothing to do ...
just get something creative for his drawing ...

This few week just quite busy with my work,
nothing much can i do on now ...
just busying with my work ...
argh .... but tension full ...
don't know why ...
felt something missing ....
don't know what i was missing ...
ha ha ... get confuse now ...

Felt sick with this few days ...
but doesn't know when i will get sick ...

Yamcha-ing

Now ... i got nothing to do ...
Just Drink with some friends ...

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其实，当我打开部落格时...
我看了，却不知道要如何去写...

时间过得真快，忙碌的我，现在很想休息
可能是卷了，可能是累了

...
我等待着十二月的到来，等待着圣诞节的到来...
已经有了约定...

" 3万"

Damn ... 果然真衰 ... 好的不来坏的来 ...
中头奖都没这么准, 竟然中了 " 3万" ...
还要两次 ... 真的是衰呆了 ...
哈哈哈 ... 无缘无故的要给 600元 ...

真是的...怎么这么倒霉...
....

算了吧...
没心情说了...

Photo - 相片

相片，是我这一生人最想认识的一个物体 ...
能够让我怀念，能够让我思念 ...
我一直都很希望 ... 在美好的时刻，
时间能够停留的不走 ...

其实我一直都很想念她，已经一年半了 ....
不知远方的她，生活究竟如何 ...
希望能够再次的见到她 。

The photo of me and my life

Is me ...
My photo ...
my life ...

With my DSLR ...
Nikon D50

Photo ...