Many มากมาย

Ya ... what a tired day today...
now ... 12.34 a.m ...
Doing nothing ...

A song have fully present 3+ language
to teach you how to say "I love you"
ya ... i looking this type of song's has been long long time ago ...

That is a Thailand song's ...
ha ha ... that song is called " มากมาย"
means many ...
is sang by Bie ... บี้

I love this song's ...
it's very meaningful ...

Missing ...

Ya... is me again ...
i have no time to update my blog...


It was something happen ...
something it's happen ...
but ... is hard to get it back ...
i lost my faith ... to facing her now ...
what was happen ... i not so sure ...
but it's just happen in this few day's...

I miss her ...
miss her so ...
she have an accident ...
and i also realized that
i was make a wrong choice,
a wrong decision ...
Is a big mistake ... that i have done on my previous choice ...

I just realized that, I'm very foolish ...
all my memory let me knows that, actually I very stupid...
why i want to let her go like that...
why...
there have many question flying over around me...

Is hard to describe ...
and i just back from the hospital ...
is very tired for me ...
but it also worth ...
because i just know
actually still have someone are really miss me ...
ya ... she's is the person who slept in hospital now ...
and I'm the person she's is looking for ...
she's my ex ...

Is very tired for me now ...
I'm not slept well these few days ...
now is the time to let me rest ...
I'm very happy that she's can a wake ...
hope that she will recover soon ...

Goodnight ...

Tomorrow

I'd like to know why we have to be angry with each other
I'd like to know why we have to be so cruel

and forget that we need to share,
and stay at each other's side

I want to say that, there are only us
just you and me

every minute, let's be kind to each other, shall we?
I want to say that there are only us

living here
Being kind to each other would be better than harming one another

when you and I need to be close
we each must forgive everything

so there'll be a tomorrow for us to go on
tomorrow there will be gentle looks

tomorrow will see us taking care of each other
we'll remember that we were involved and have been on a journey….

travelling together
I'm praying for the two of us to think and dream together

I wish that tomorrow conflicts become reconciliation
the past forgiven

changing from fire to water
cooling down the heat

with no conflicts remained in our heart
changing from black and white

to produce grey
whether we win or lose, let us forget

I wish for a tomorrow with just you and me
thinking and dreaming together

I wish that tomorrow we'll be side by side
taking care the world together…tomorrow until forever

tomorrow ....
there'll be just you and me

together right here, we'll walk side by side
when you and I need to be close

we each must forgive everything
so there'll be a tomorrow for us to go on

when this world still needs us
we each must forgive everything

we both will still be here
and the world is surely big enough for us to go on living

I Regret

I want to see the sky just like that day
I wish all would be the same

I wish all would be as I hope
the same as before, just one more time

The sky is overcast. It is overcast like this.
I feels lonely wherever I see.

loosing my heart
whenever I hear the thunder

and the falling rain
I worry even more and am more confused

thinking of a person who has been, who has been right here
thinking of this whenever, I see the wide sky

thinking of someone, whom I love as much as my heart
who has just left me

I regret...that you're not here with me today
I would do everything

I would do everything
if there is still hope, to turn back time

to our good time
I wish to have you by my side

the same as before , just one more time
Although I know well, that I can only dream

I will keep dreaming
just like this

I still remember, when you were here with me
Although I can only dream, it is still meaningful

Someone...by Bie ...

Always

I always remembers what you told me
Whenever I thinks I'm so happy.

I always thinks of that word whenever we are far away

As if it is a relationship that we have to each other
No matter we are lucky or sometime we cry,

we always want to hear from each other.
Because the reality is different from the dream

That we wish for no sad day
Sometime although there are many people around us but it seems we have no one.

But I always have you in my heart.
In the darken night or the hopeless day

Just want someone who care us
The day we cry or the changing day

You still have me
It is raining there but I also feel the cold through here.

I always want to know what you meet
Do you still go bed late? Are you too thin?

Don't forget to let me know
Do you have any problem? Can you stand with it?

Don't forget to let me know.
Because……, What else do you want ? Can you stand with it?

Don't forget to let me know.
Do remember, you still have me.

Mistake

I see everything,
how many times that he walked pass,
he sighed and secretly looked in your eyes the mind floating away.
I see you sitting the mind in the dreaming.
How many times I met you, that you were in the same status
as you are in this instant.
You forget that I am at your side.

The more I see, the more certain about how much I will suffer,
I would like to hear from you.

You think it is wrong, do you?
You made a mistake, did you?
That you choose me,
you made a mistake, did you?

If it was him, it would be better, isn't it?
he should be your mate, I guess right, do I?

Because there is no use to force our self together,
do you want to try to go back, go see him. he may forgive you.

I might as well suffer,
you stay or you shall go, I always hurt.
But I think it is better if you have someone you can be happy with well matched.

A song's that is for you ...

If you pass by and hear this song
I expect that you will know that it is me
Giving this song to you only, it might not be relevant, but it's important
Because I want you to hear it
When I followed you, called you up every day
Even though I was tired, I still submitted, because I liked you a lot
But the heart of the unlucky didn't know that you didn't love him
You didn't care, you didn't want to speak to me

So now I'm singing you this song
I just want you to understand
What I have done, it was because my heart commanded me
Please don't be mad at me
Forgive me my girl
Next time, I will not come, I will not call

And lastly in my heart, I continue to sing
I'd like to see your face once more
Before I say good bye to you, cruel-hearted person with a nice face
I apologize once more from my heart
But I still have one word that is still stuck in my heart
This word is from a grown man, and the word is I love you

I love you ...

A Cup of Espresso

Today is the most tired day for me...
ya ... of cause ... have a two and flow trip ...
ha ha...

But now felt quite tired ...
ha ha... 9 am Kuantan drove to KLIA...
Then KLIA to Subang Jaya USJ to Kuantan
ha ha...ya...
now only back to home...

In my trip, of cause i won't forget to have a tea break...
well...actually i want to go to Klang...but i change my mind
at the middle of my trip from KLIA to Klang,
change to USJ there...

ha ha...and find a coffee shop and have a break and want to relex
Finally i went to Coffee Bean there to have a rest ...
I like coffee ...
especially Espresso ...
but today i change my menu ...
i was order a cup of Espresso Macchiato

Yup...this is a nice coffee ...
with a thick and pure coffee with milk ...
I like that taste ...
at the same time ...
i sat at there ... i have a day dream at there...
think back the day i was with my friends when have a drink
at somewhere previously...

Nowadays, i was very busy ... not time to find my old friends...

Coffee make me think back that many things was happen on me ...
for last year till now...
ha ha...have a raise and fall mood

Someone...someone...

Look at the film, put a cheerful face...
But these also can't help, can't stop my loneliness...

However i add things to my life, it would also be as that...
Every second that i took i would also see only the image...

See them walking holding each others hand,
going by a couple after another...

Seeing that i felt lonesome, pretending to smile,
i walk off the opposite direction...
Look at me...
Not good at all...
there's no one interested in me...
It's so quiet till i can hear the voice from my heart ...

Want to have someone,
someone to hold my hand whenever i go somewhere...
Someone, someone to let me hold her hand...
To let each progress that i walk be not confused,
to let the road that seems far and wide,
to be narrowed down, narrowed down more than this...

Want to have someone,
Someone to hold my hand regardless of where am i...
Someone, someone to let me be warm at heart...
to let whatever it is before change, not having to be quiet like this...

I Love you my dear, i really want to say these words...


Met anyone looking good,
sometimes i would also have a peep...

After seeing that she belongs to someone,
i would also then realized...

I don't want to be alone, when then will i meet,
with one who happens to want to be friend someone that she waiting for too...

See them walking holding each other s hand's,
going by a couple after another...
.................................


Someone...

The End

Out of the blue...

"...You took me right, out of the blue...
simply by showing that you love me too

Only by giving your everything
with the love so true you took me out of the blue..."

This songs sing by Michael Learns to Rock, Out of the blue.
I like to heard it...but can to see their concert on this Saturday
at Genting Highland...

Ya...just when back from somewhere,
have a training for people,
now in a tired status...felt stressful...
what can i do...that's my job...

Is a new stage now...
need to be change...
more difficult compared with previous
have to learn more...
have to be work hard...
but ... i think that is very difficult to reach the target...
i think is already begin my new challenge...

No more time to be playful,
no more time with friends,
no more time at home's,
and no more time to be in relationship anymore...

time like gold for me now...
every second's is money...
felt stressful...
tension...
...