...我...Me...

Don't know start from when or where....
I start learning all the thinks done by my self...
maybe...i already have too much of exp.
don't know why i start be like that
i doesn't look like previously...
not as previously at all ...

I don't know why...i start be alone,
start run away from every problem...
run away from everything...and
don't wanna to face anythings....
including my self...
want to be alone...alone...


This photo i snap on last Saturdays,
i also don't know why...i start like to
taking photo now....
sometimes maybe felt boring...
but not at all...
now day I'm very busing my job...
no time to talk now.... need to work already...

What The....=.=""

"What the hack about this sentences...?..?.."

"Fucker Fucker little lie, how you going pass your life?
Here i wish you faster die, fucker fucker little lie,
I know you are Cao Ji Bai..."

What does it mean ???
ha ha... little wired....

Who create the sentences ...

I saw this message on my messenger there...

Idou?? 爱豆??

Did you all see this type of phone??
A 3.5 Inch big screen...
With TFT 16M colors

Nice right?
Is a touch screen phone...

With a high quality 12.1Mega Pixel camera...

......is really nice man....
this phone will come out on this year first quarter
....is unbelievable man ...

Finally 终于

Finally...my phone spoiled dy...my lovely K770i...
Really sad when my lovely phone spoiled...
T.T...

But now...i have a new phone...
A Sony Ericsson G700..
A smart phone...just like a PDA phone...
is a nice phone...but have a problem...
that is it does not support Chinese language...
"Shit man!!!.."
"No Chinese language in this phone?!?! OMG...."
So at that moment i don't know want to buy that phone or not....
but finally i brought it already...
i quite like this phone...it what i want but this phone have disadvantage..


1. No Chinese language support...
(but can install...just only don't know where can get the software to install it)

2. The 3.2MP camera without auto focus function
(Erm ... i think for me is not very important ...
cause i plan to buy DSLR camera already...^.^V )

3. This phone have no Wi-Fi
( Is okay normal phone also don't have any Wi-Fi function too...
but people will think this is PDA leh...Why don't have Wi-Fi..??)

i think just this 3 disadvantage things on phone,
till now still not having any problem for me...
But...still not familiar to use it only .... haha....

Busy ? Crazy ? 忙碌还是疯狂?

This time if i not busy,
then i think i will become crazy...

Why i said like this...
Erm...i think maybe really somethings
wrong with me...but now days i really busy on my own
position job no more times to find friends going out drink,
Chit chat, and bagging out...

Ha ha ha...
Busy till crazy...did you believe it or not?
i think i really having some mental problem,
in my life and in my mind...
It's cause of my tension

When during Chinese New Year,
i think you all people really can't believe it...
that i broke my own
speeding record against
My car can go through 195Km/H...
5th gear's at the red line stage
using my Iswara to do that kind
of crazy speeding on the high way...
when the way from Penang going back to KL

Ha ha...i think i really get crazy already ...
ha ha ha ....but that is my own way
to ventilate out my own self tension and problem...
no one know what the hack i was thinking off...


Now have to going to KL already so,
i think this time i will become crazy against...

ha ha....the way I'm will driving...

...无题...

"...Here in my heart, That the place for your love...
Spending my lifetime searching for you.
Here in my soul, i called out your name...
a thousand times...
want you stay, awhile,
with me here in my heart..."

I ... think i really lost now..
Don't know which way i have to choose.
like sitting in the dark rooms...
found nothing in my life...
like a rubbish?Or the empty bottle?...
I think the both of two i am...

Did she's really thinking me like this?
I think so...she is good at all
how difficult she can find another guy that
love her more...
ha ha...i think is easy as ABC...
don't wanna to think about her now...
forget about it now...

回忆 Memory

黑夜燃烧着烟蒂
指缝间溜出回忆
收音机播的歌是我写的
当时我们在一起

在那潮湿的雨季
伤口变得好仔细
太模糊的结局
你猜不下去
爱就停止在这里

memory 我该如何怀念你
想你推开我还是在我怀中听你说
我爱你
memory你会恨我还是忘记
封锁我的呼吸
只留着我的姓名
属于最浅的回忆

当时我故意没有要留住你而开口
我没有被你原谅的理由

memory 我该如何怀念你
想你的聪明还是孤独
让爱一而再伤害你
memory 宁愿沉默也不会再提起
封锁我的呼吸
只留着我的姓名
属于最浅的回忆

下半辈子 The More Half Generation

"嘿...变成大人才知道, 光着脚到不了的地方...
长大...长高...还是到不了

嘿 不再冒险犯难了, 放开了梦想追求成功
那是...需要...还是一种炫耀

要拼到第几回合, 能不能 够不够 我不知道
想一想下半辈子, 这么过 有点糟

也许男人只是不知道, 什么时候应该求饶
再年轻一次多好

要爱到第几个人, 停一停 看一看 是个问号
只能等下半辈子, 一起哭 一起笑
好好听听自已的心跳, 人生不算无可救药
我这一辈子总要, 为自已烦恼..."


Now i only realize what's the meaning about this songs...
actually become adult is really difficult...
have to facing everything that impossible...
time's just like a gold or like a money...
so have to more hardworking to learn everything or do everything...