Away for 3 days ... (Self Closed again)

I will offline for 3 days...
I want to closed my self against...
So if anythings just call
my mobile phone number ...
+6016 - 980 5127
or
E-mail to me ...

I miss her ...
miss her like crazy ...
....

All my life....
i prefer someone like you...

如果有一天 Once Day's....

If i have 24hours life ...
what can i do on this 24hours ?"

This is an question that my friend's were asking me...
and i just realize that ... this question is very stupid for me..
But actually not...
I take this question to ask people ...
they just gave me their point of view ...
when his life is left one day's.

Now i already understand this question
I know want i really want now ...
i hope that i can stay with the people i love and the people that who love's me
within this day's...
hopefully i can meet her again...
to tell that ...
I'm sorry ...
........





no more mood to write for it already ...

She is the 1 for me...Locus...

She is the 1#, i always missing...
she is the 1#, that i really like...
She is the 1#, that i wait for long long time ago...

She is the 1 who very cute...
she is the 1 who very pretty...
she is the 1 who looks very happy for me...
but till now i still not understand why...
the reason why i like her...
this is the question she has been asking me
i don't know which answer i have to gave...
i really don't know how to answer to her..
but i care about her...
really blur and blur and blur...
i don't know what i should i do ...
I'm just like a lost sheep ...
in front of me, looks blur for me...

Now inside my mind,
is just only have her image...

What i should do ?
How i should do ?

Don't know...
maybe i already really fall in love with her
but just don't know when this be...
只能说
可不可能
这我也不知道...
或许我已经爱上了她...

Just can say i miss her at here
"hope you can win your competition...
i will always support you..."

凌晨三点钟 Three in the morning

现在是凌晨三点钟, 坐在车上...
无所事事的我...
在这种情况，我却睡不着...
不知为什么...
心里却很想她...
很想问候她...

我只能看着车窗外地在发呆...
在车窗旁边遥望着寂静的公路...
总是让我觉得，我已经缺少了些东西...


遥望车窗外的风景...
我的眼睛渐渐地失去了色彩..
开始有了想要入睡的感觉...
时间已经不早了...
我应该入睡了...
疲倦的我...
对你说声对不起...
今天晚上我有点疲倦了...
希望能够早点休息，让我把您吩咐的事
明天让我把它完成..
晚安。

Silence 沉默

现在的我，不知该如何是好...
脑袋一片空白...
觉得很空虚...
沉默...

总是觉得心里就像隐藏着一些东西...
但是我还是找不到答案...
是否我...不知道自己的心里头在想什么...
或是...自己多心...
这些我自己都不知道...

时间过得真快...
一转眼，就一年半了...
可是，觉得自己正在浪费着时间...

很想念她...
只能在她身旁默默的支持她...
希望她能够感觉到这份鼓励...
希望她能够在下月的比赛获胜。

Change 改变

I just only know...
actually what i want now...
is not dream's...
Is what i want....
in front of my eyes things...
now i only know and only want to start
how to cherish thing's

But now i hope i will change my bad habit
start thinking...
make my own self decision...
don't want to lose and lost everything in my life...
especially "Her"...
i love her ...
i don't want to make her disappointed
What i need to do is just change ...
and throw all away of my bad habit ...
i believe my self i can do it...
hope she will always beside me
support me...
i Love her....

I still own her a birthday present...
well..."sorry ya...i can't give you the birthday present..."
"happy birthday"




End

Why ???

Why ???
Why I out of sudden become a stupid again ???
I hate my self ....

No more mood to write it ....

End....

感觉Feel

沉默的我，又回到了原点...
寂寞的我，像回到了从前的感觉...
是否现在的我，正在地想她...
一片空白的脑袋，充满了问号...
问着自己，现在应该怎么做...
想要行动，害怕失去了你...
诺不行动，更加害怕失去了你...
爱要怎么说出口，我的心理好难受...
感觉让我失去了理性...
总是觉得
如果没了她的存在，心里就如白纸一样的那般空白。

Different of mind thinking

Well ...
maybe we have a same pose,
but we have our different of mind thinking

What i know that is
we also have different irritation in our mind
but don't so easily to give up...
we can find the way of the end

Well
i hope you can be cool to facing the irritation

Be happy always

The End

Life's like a dream

"原来这都是曲终人散的寂寞，我还想等你什么.
你紧紧拉住我的手，又放开让我走
这一次我们彻底分手...."

Why our life just like the movie...
is just a short while for living at this world...
But we have many irritation in our mind.
Don't understand why and no reason why...
it's hard to explain ...

As the old fork's say
"life's like a dreams"
but i still doesn't understand
what is that sentence mean...
maybe i still can't found the answer...

Hope this question can let me know what does it mean...

情有独钟

“我以为我的付出你懂爱却出现裂缝，怪我没有他温柔
有一夜去守候可能失去的你，认真的心是否有用

我以为我的付出你懂爱却出现裂缝，情到谷底才肯说
留下惊慌的我没有机会从头，破碎的心还是对你情有独钟”

走样

“什么时候开始一点点寻常的嘘寒问暖，竟然变得如此稀罕
当初我对爱情的想像，如今全都走了样
等到回头发现再没有可以相爱的力量，我们能用什么去换
就算站在世界的顶端身边没有人陪伴又怎样”

A year of my Blog's

Well ... Just turn around, i found out in a year
just happening many things around me ...
...and i just click back my blog and see...
actually is really many things was happen to me ...

by the way...i just realize ... i'm a guy really damn stupid.
maybe i was a stupid ...

Don't say about that already...
Well ...at here i want to thanks who celebrate my birthday with me
and who gave me a gift to me...
well ... my present in this year not much ...
i gift my self a Mountain Bike and a Mobile phone... ha ha ha...
but that is earl few month la ha ha....
and the first people who gave my the present is my dearest "sis"Catherine...
Thanks to her ...
and the second people is my dad ... he brought me a glove to wear for cycling ...
well thanks dad ...
and want to thanks for those friend who treat me a meal ...

So...i hope next year can have more present ... ya ... ha ha ha ....
just kidding ...
well want to have my dinner already loo ...
so gotta go now ....

谁说爱情不能做比较 Who Say Love Can't Be Compare

空气中还飘着雨 , 在我挣扎的夜里
我们 真的只能一起到这里

越走越远的距离 , 不是三言两语就可以
解释我的无理 , 要分开的决定

我都努力 , 努力不伤害你
只是他的用心 , 你都看在眼里
却不说一句

他很好(我没有可以计较) 他多好
这些我并不需要知道(只是他都拥有我心跳)
离开你我勇气(难过)有多少
你不想(会)知道

他很好(原谅我自私的拥抱)
我不懂的好
我要的美好(你最后会明了)
会知道
爱情可以(不能)做比较

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属于回忆的歌曲 , 没什么可以代替
其实, 这旋律真的可以延续

越走越远的距离 , 不是三言两语就可以
解释我的无理 , 要分开的决定

我都努力 , 努力不伤害你
只是他的用心 , 你(我)都看在眼里
却(我)不说一句

他很好(我没有可以计较) 他多好
这些我并不需要知道(只是他都拥有我心跳)
离开你我勇气(难过)有多少
你不想(会)知道

他很好(原谅我自私的拥抱)
我不懂的好
我要的美好(你最后会明了)
会知道
爱情可以(不能)做比较

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你拥有了全新的依靠 , 你会过得更好
我们承诺过彼此要继续幸福微笑

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别再说他很好 (我没有可以计较)
这些我并不需要知道(只是他都拥有我心跳)
离开你我勇气(难过)有多少
你不想(会)知道

他很好(原谅我自私的拥抱) 我不懂的好
我要的美好(你最后会明了)
会知道 , 爱情可以(不能)做比较
希望你知道
爱情可以做比较