Friday, January 15, 2010

天天 

"太阳天或下雨天,人挤人的咖啡店
找一个能想你舒服的角落。
看着情人肩靠肩,慢慢转开我视线
有个女孩让我好想念。

我的心,已经,
飞到这个城市的另一边
想看着你我爱的脸,把心里的感情都对你说

那马路上天天都在塞,而每个人天天在忍耐
没有你日子很黑白,原来这样就是恋爱
我想要你在我身边,分享生命中的一切
我想要天天说天天说,天天对你说我有多爱你
天天说,I love you"

Actually, when i start writing my blog
that's mean got something happen with me...
no matter I'm was happy or unhappy...
time pass by very fast ... i doesn't know that
i already work in with my company already 2 years ...
ya 2 years sharp ...

With some colleagues, had a good times and bad times...
but start from today, i got some decision need to be confirm...
need to be change...
i think is time to make my final decision ...
either leave or stay ... is not a matter ...
maybe is time to be leave ... i think so ...
continue or study ? ... this question had surrounding me almost a year plus ...

Is really hard to make my own decision now ...
what was happen to me ??
I'm not very sure about that ...
is really making me very tension and headache ...
now i think i just like a lost ship
can't really find a place that i can have a pit stop...
where i need to stop ??
i can't find my way out ...
is a really big matter for me ...

If now i stop and give out for my job now ...
i think i can't do that, but i was very tired with those issue.
if i totally give up, what i can do about ??
is really hate these type of feel, just like a lost ship ...
Look at in front, there was a blue sea ...
what can i do ?? what should i do?? where i can stop??
now in a piece of my mind just got a word's ...
"Stop"
..............
what i can do right now ???
is really confusing me ....

Sunday, January 10, 2010

原谅我没有说

"原谅我没有说,最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和。
原谅我没有说,我给你的并不多
拥抱过却没有把握..."
在这几个星期里,我发现了我自己越来越不寻常...
不知为什么,不懂得如何去解释...
是否我在改变?是否我为了她而改变呢?
现在的我,可以说越来越不了解自己了...
是的,我和她...
刚开始了数个星期,应该有二十多天了...
我很喜欢她,喜欢她正在撒娇的时候,
喜欢培她出去逛街的时候,喜欢她正在微笑的时候,
喜欢与她聊天...
但是,我觉得是否自己真的不够了解她...
在我的心里真的很凌乱,总是空荡荡的...
好想逃避...
开始觉得,自己已经迷失了方向...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Welcome to year 2010

Is a new year, is a new month,
is a new day, but is the same of me ...
Hi all is me again, well happy new year
Welcome to year 2010

Well, i just back from my holiday
a week holidays, ha ha ...
Is a very short holiday actually
but is very good to have a week holidays before New Year
well during that week i was spend my time over the north coast of Malaysia.
ha ha ...

Well ... is really fun over there actually ...
i love that place, that is my village ...
going back there to visit my grandma
Unfortunately, when i having my journey to Butterworth
i saw and accident over Ipoh, Perak there ...
is the bus ...
bang on the wall ...
well 10 peoples is pass away because the careless bus driver ....

Time pass very fast ...
i doesn't know that ...
I'm 21 years old already ...
ya ... hope you all boy's and girl's, ladies and gentlemen
can enjoy your very special year of 2010 .