天天

"太阳天或下雨天，人挤人的咖啡店
找一个能想你舒服的角落。
看着情人肩靠肩，慢慢转开我视线
有个女孩让我好想念。

我的心，已经，
飞到这个城市的另一边
想看着你我爱的脸，把心里的感情都对你说

那马路上天天都在塞，而每个人天天在忍耐
没有你日子很黑白，原来这样就是恋爱
我想要你在我身边，分享生命中的一切
我想要天天说天天说，天天对你说我有多爱你
天天说，I love you"

Actually, when i start writing my blog
that's mean got something happen with me...
no matter I'm was happy or unhappy...
time pass by very fast ... i doesn't know that
i already work in with my company already 2 years ...
ya 2 years sharp ...

With some colleagues, had a good times and bad times...
but start from today, i got some decision need to be confirm...
need to be change...
i think is time to make my final decision ...
either leave or stay ... is not a matter ...
maybe is time to be leave ... i think so ...
continue or study ? ... this question had surrounding me almost a year plus ...

Is really hard to make my own decision now ...
what was happen to me ??
I'm not very sure about that ...
is really making me very tension and headache ...
now i think i just like a lost ship
can't really find a place that i can have a pit stop...
where i need to stop ??
i can't find my way out ...
is a really big matter for me ...

If now i stop and give out for my job now ...
i think i can't do that, but i was very tired with those issue.
if i totally give up, what i can do about ??
is really hate these type of feel, just like a lost ship ...
Look at in front, there was a blue sea ...
what can i do ?? what should i do?? where i can stop??
now in a piece of my mind just got a word's ...
"Stop"
..............
what i can do right now ???
is really confusing me ....